im still alive.

yes apparently so despite being severely neglectful with the blog that to a degree was supposed to chronicle my life. ive been through my first year of college it was hell but i got through with 4 courses and good marks. im studying computer science and allot of my peers are really friendly intelligent and helpful im glad im in class with them. im currently on the one yearly massive break and i was disappointing to find out that i still do next to nothing when not on school ive wasted so much time again, the large break is really nice though. lately ive been very lonely i woke up today after a odd dream very much wanting to go out and socialize but as always i actually did nothing and thats a shame. on the bright side i have a role-playing game online later today and am meeting a visiting friend in town tomorrow. sooo.... yeahhh.... i may get back to this but maybe not.... though ide love to hear from anyone that for some reason subscribed to the blog of my sorry life, (and also even knows blogger exists, and bothers to check this) though i don't expect any of you to or even check back after all ive only ever gotten 1 reply if memory serves.  oh also ive now added a proper follow button cause that's a thing now! so if you want go ahead.