jello

jello is hands down my favorite food it gelatinous it comes in all sorts of fruity colors and flavors its fairly light desert its healthy some brands "recycle" parts that wouldn't be used otherwise and its delicious as crud AND ITS GELATINOUS

should i.......? i might need to...........!

i dono but i feel like instead of thinking stuff like i need to get my but in gear and stop being a pussy or trying to physch myself up i think i just need to do it and not give it a second thought. i think i need to just let those thoughts get blocked out for now an when my brain has had time to rest, when i am stronger maybe then can i start really thinking about things and getting them done. its something i don't want to do i don't want to stop thinking about all manner of things i don't want to block anything out but maybe i need to just for now............

i dono why don't you go ahead and feel free to share your opinions. i apologize for grammar stuffs. and lastly i'm wishing you a good day and a happy life so bye for now

sorry well that was a dumb mess up

wholy crap just realized my last post before i disappeared i literally promised more soon i am so sorry not that i expect i would be forgiven so easily but i feel like a huge dofus and wanted to apologize ((still need a hug though :(.... that was very random))

more about my obsession with my given away games

well days and days earlier we found two discs of my game cube games 1 was one of the sixty dollar games my mom had already bought another copie of pokemon XD gale of darkness and then i found some more in a plastic bag in my game droor today although without the cases they will be no where near as valuable since she gave those away with no games there was sonic xd directors cut there was sonic heros and there was sonic 2 battle and kirby air ride but two of the sonic games where already bought back and i think they where two of the more expensive ones so yeah f but at the same time im very happy

if anybody is still here

well here we are again. its always such a pleasure, ha.. ha.. ha.. ha... anyone get that reference?, no OK didn't really expect anyone to its a pretty common phrase. well i didn't get to it for a while. and i would like to apologize for that.i don't know how i,m going to go about this from now on but it'll probably get updated at least occasionally. i just want to let everyone know i appreciate anyone who is willing to stomach any part of this mess. i ummm i'm still kinda depressed i,m passing everything except math ((which is a horrible disastrous failure since i cant seem to get up in the morning)). oh and i still cant use proper punctuation. sometimes it can be hard to put feelings into words i am sure many of you have felt the pain of this ((by many i mean the bulk of the small amount of people that may read this)). i think this really helped me and after i quite i was in a really bad state for a while. i don't even know how long its been. i guess i'm just trying to use this to cope. i don't know maybe this is selfish but i hope in some form or another i eventually become well known. i want to live forever but since that's probably not a likelihood i want to live for a extended length of time through what i do in my life :) and i think that may just be good enough. but really even though that may be true i'm kinda depressed torn up inside angry and mentally unstable k byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.