should i.......? i might need to...........!

i dono but i feel like instead of thinking stuff like i need to get my but in gear and stop being a pussy or trying to physch myself up i think i just need to do it and not give it a second thought. i think i need to just let those thoughts get blocked out for now an when my brain has had time to rest, when i am stronger maybe then can i start really thinking about things and getting them done. its something i don't want to do i don't want to stop thinking about all manner of things i don't want to block anything out but maybe i need to just for now............

i dono why don't you go ahead and feel free to share your opinions. i apologize for grammar stuffs. and lastly i'm wishing you a good day and a happy life so bye for now