when i look back on my life........ i dont feel pride no joy is found no sense of accomplishment. when i look back on my life all i have to greet me is sorrow pain regret guilt and the feeling of wasted time. i haven't done a lot with my life no great events have changed who i am. there is not much im proud of and there is much i regret. i feel as though i have learned little and know less still. i dont know if im a good person i think i have a kind heart but i dont know.i have yet to determine who i am and will be who i will become later is still a mystery to me. i have no special elegences no causes to crusade. i have nothing no strong belief that keeps me going only friends. friends i value greatly sometimes i feel i am doomed to failure and have no place in greatness and that my only salvation is to help others. i feel as though the after life could exist but what i fear most is ceasing to exist. i dont know what to believe truth is i never have. i dont know whats in store for me on the road ahead i just hope it gets better and i find direction so that im not lost stumbling through the darkness for my entire life.
anyway i hope you liked that im just gonna say that i wish you a great day and life and goodbye for now.
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